Author: Mitzi

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Peepol Skillz Fail

Seem to be failing on all social interaction fronts.

1. I feel like everyone seems to be annoyed by me lately so I’ll just keep to myself for awhile.

2. I’m once again doing that thing where I might be on the verge of liking someone but the thought being in a relationship really freaks me out. This has really only started happening this year. I wonder what that’s about.

I think it’s more the idea of being locked into something that causes me to go into a slight panic and try to find excuses to dislike a person. The strange thing is that I’ve never had “commitment issues” (which is the most readily available term I can find for it right now) before and I’m not sure what could have happened that would cause me to think that way.

Though, I have a few theories. I’ll need some time to reach a final conclusion.

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One Decision

So for about a year or so I’ve been thinking about where I want to move next. I’ve been thinking about my whole future actually but that never tends to work out so well so I figured I should concentrate on my 5, even 3, year plan.

I know I want to explore the world and I don’t really know where I want to settle down just yet. I’ve done Los Angeles, I’ve done San Francisco. So my plan was to try and figure it out. I made up a list of cities that I’d consider living and told myself I’d go visit those cities. These cities included New York (I’ve been there several times before), Portland (check, did that last year), Seattle, Chicago, Vancouver, and Washinton D.C.

The thing is, I think I’m still in love with San Francisco. So what am I doing?

Am I forcing myself to see what else is out there because I don’t want to settle for what I’ve already had? What is more important? Going with what I want right now? Or planning for the future?

So I’ve recently decided that I should just go with it. If San Francisco is what I’m feeling then San Francisco is where I should be. And if it doesn’t work out, I can try other cities. No one is making me stay there forever. Who knows what will happen in the future, maybe I’ll end up in Cardiff or something, but I know for right now, I still love SF.

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Post: Comic Con!

Went to San Diego Comic Con on Saturday and Sunday for the 3rd year in a row now. Last year was my first time sitting in on a panel, which was for JG’s show. This year I actually went to a panel for a show that I had no affiliation with (aside from being a fan), Doctor Who! I’m currently on the third season of Doctor Who, I think they might be finishing their fourth season now.

Here is a short picture recap of my SDCC 2009 experience. I actually saw a lot less this year than last year, even though I spent the night in San Diego this time.

Waited in line for Doctor Who panel
Doctor Who queue

Got to hear David Tennant’s real accent
Doctor Who panel

Ran into a bending unit. did not kiss his shiny metal ass
Bender costume

Still didn’t buy this! (but I want to)
koibito at Munky King booth

But this is what I DID buy
Scott Pilgrim

my SDCC loot

and didn’t run into Nathan Fillion, unfortunately.

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Love : Baggage Claim

Looking for love is like being at baggage claim.

You stand there, watching them go by and every once in awhile you think “Oh, that could be mine.” You get a closer look, you might even take it off the carousel. Eventually, if it isn’t yours, you’ll have to let it go. You have to put it back on the carousel or hand it over to the person whom it belongs to, and go back to watching them all go by, until, finally, you see your luggage. And then you can take it from the carousel, walk out of the airport, and continue your journey.